As promised, here is a few more modeling images that Mistress acquired yesterday evening during our modeling session...
Memorandum and memories of a happy submissive male. A blog to present his thoughts, feelings, judgements and fears... Past, present and future.
Monday, January 31, 2011
Sunday, January 30, 2011
Happy Top Model
Inspired by the TV show America's Top Model, Mistress organized a photo shoot this evening. Here's one of the images acquired during our three hour session. Once I get a chance to review and crop some of the remaining stills, I hope there will be a few more worthy of posting to my blog.
I am so happy to have fun entertaining Mistress today. She had a busy week and didn't dominate me very much. Our session today was a bright spot in an otherwise vanilla week.We are now three months into our D/s relationship and continue to be uncomfortable with our roles. My patience runs out and frustration sets in when I don't receive the attention that I am craving. This results in me topping from the bottom and breaking out of my submissive role. The presure to perform frustrates Mistress as well which keeps her from comfortably dominating. She keeps reminding me that this lifestyle was my idea as I approached Her last October. She admittedly wants to continue and likes benefitting from a dominating position but is still uncomfortable taking control frequently enough to keep me submissive. Mistress thinks that I should be able to remain submissive because I want to be but it's obvious to me that I am unable to sustain it without Her intervention.
Thursday, January 27, 2011
Happy TGIF
Another week has past in my illustrious career, well, almost anyway. Tomorrow is Friday and around my office it's considered an unofficial 'dress down day'. Unbeknownst to my coworkers, I regularly 'dress up' under my casual outerwear. For years now, I have worn many different combinations of female undergarments. Panties, bras, garters, slips and nylons have been some of the attire I've secretly don. On occasion, I have even worn lingerie to work.
I regularly ask Mistress to contribute. It is even more fun and exciting for me when She decides or is aware of my attire. I have to say though that since we have engaged in our D/s lifestyle, I am wearing panties and bras regularly which makes Friday's choices more spunky than ever. I don't yet know what tomorrow will bring but I am confident that it will not be masculine or boring.
For me, this is the best part of being submissive. Wait... I take that back... Eating pussy while it squirts is first on my list, 'Dress up day' is a distant second.
I regularly ask Mistress to contribute. It is even more fun and exciting for me when She decides or is aware of my attire. I have to say though that since we have engaged in our D/s lifestyle, I am wearing panties and bras regularly which makes Friday's choices more spunky than ever. I don't yet know what tomorrow will bring but I am confident that it will not be masculine or boring.
For me, this is the best part of being submissive. Wait... I take that back... Eating pussy while it squirts is first on my list, 'Dress up day' is a distant second.
Sunday, January 23, 2011
Happy house cleaning

This morning I wore my maid outfit to clean the house while my Mistress slept in. I was able to vacuum the entire house and scrub all of the floors before she woke up. I will keep this post brief because a picture is worth a thousand words and here are two of them.
Welcome Happy Mistress
Please help me welcome my Mistress Wife to our blog site. I hope She will enjoy the experience here as much as I.
Saturday, January 22, 2011
Happy to be back
For me it has been a long week but now it's over and I am back to what I want to do, be a submissive husband to my Mistress Wife. She also was busy last week and therefore minimally dedicated time to our D/s relationship. As a result, tensions mounted and climaxed on Friday morning. Rather than delve into details let's just say that Her wishes of me weren't received and I chose a wrong path or two. We worked through some of our differences throughout the day on Friday before ending with a hot and exciting session.
My Mistress and I enjoyed Her creativity when She bound me spread on the bed and plugged my ass, then followed up by tying my cock and balls to the foot board. I was left this way to wait while She showered and prepared Herself. Upon Her return, She lit a red taper candle and proceeded to drip hot wax from my chest to my knees. Proud of Her accomplishment, She took a few pictures to document the achievement.
After that She removed the butt plug, strapped on a dildo and fucked me as hard and as long as ever before.
Denial Return Failure
I have got to resolve or cure my heartburn as it has become a reason for personal failures. It is limiting my abilities to sustain many positions. My Mistress also allowed me to skip promised cleanup of the creampie I created that ended my three week orgasm denial. Thinking about it now, I'm at the opinion that She should not have allowed me to avoid my obligation and training simply because I wasn't feeling up to it. To Her credit, She wasn't focusing on Her domination skills while glowing from the series of orgasms She had just endured.
Golden Showers
Ms.Marie and sissy have sparked interest amongst their followers, myself included. My Wife has twice been able to urinate on me. Both times resulted in powerful D/s response. I am finding that posts and comments regarding domination through urination to be increasingly entertaining for me. I hope to hear more stories on the subject and maybe even post results of my own experiences that I now wish to endure.
I looking at this as a three step process:
- Urinate to dominate
- Licking Her clean
- Swallowing 'nectar'
Monday, January 17, 2011
Happy to dream
MLK did not include these phrases in his famous speech:
I have a dream today.
I have a dream that one day every submissive shall be exalted, every penis and ass-hole shall be made sore, the rough places will be made tender, and the reddened places will be made swollen, and the power of the Woman shall be revealed, and all flesh shall heal in time.
This will be the day when all submissive slaves will be able to serve with new vigor, "My chastity, 'tis of thee, deprived of liberty, of thee I sing. Serve where my Mistress wants, serve of the FemDom's haunts, from every Woman's feet, let begging ring."
I have a dream.
I have a dream today.
I have a dream that one day every submissive shall be exalted, every penis and ass-hole shall be made sore, the rough places will be made tender, and the reddened places will be made swollen, and the power of the Woman shall be revealed, and all flesh shall heal in time.
This will be the day when all submissive slaves will be able to serve with new vigor, "My chastity, 'tis of thee, deprived of liberty, of thee I sing. Serve where my Mistress wants, serve of the FemDom's haunts, from every Woman's feet, let begging ring."
I have a dream.
Sunday, January 16, 2011
Happy to keep Her feet warm
My Mistress enjoys Her king-size bed and I am happy to be allowed to sleep on it with Her. Our position side-by-side does however imply that we are equal during our slumber. Last week, I came up with an idea to promote Her supremacy during the night. My idea was to position me below lying across the foot of her bed and not be included under Her bedding. I delivered my idea and She was immediately interested, even before I pointed out that this arrangement would also help warm Her feet.
That night, I was wearing a favorite night-gown as I laid at the foot of the bed. My Mistress attached wrist and ankle restraints to bind me to the foot board before covering me with a blanket. I quickly fell asleep to wake the next morning to find at least one of our cats huddled beside me.
I believe my Mistress has enjoyed this new arrangement. I certainly appreciate the power it provides Her as a final doministic act to finish the day. I also wake thinking thoughts of being pleasantly owned. All in all, this new arrangement is a Win-Win situation that I can recommend.
What's next? A pet cage?
That night, I was wearing a favorite night-gown as I laid at the foot of the bed. My Mistress attached wrist and ankle restraints to bind me to the foot board before covering me with a blanket. I quickly fell asleep to wake the next morning to find at least one of our cats huddled beside me.
I believe my Mistress has enjoyed this new arrangement. I certainly appreciate the power it provides Her as a final doministic act to finish the day. I also wake thinking thoughts of being pleasantly owned. All in all, this new arrangement is a Win-Win situation that I can recommend.
What's next? A pet cage?
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