Thursday, December 30, 2010
Happy with my Mistress
My Mistress is absolutely enjoying Her dominate role today. It all started when She woke me up in the middle of the night to chastise, butt plug and handcuff me. I wasn't able to get much additional sleep before daybreak arrived finding me dominated, whimpering and incredibly horny. She found my condition pleasing to Her and continued to tease and deny me. Only after a lengthy neck, back and foot message was I allowed to touch Her pussy. She would not have admitted it at the time but She must have been sexually excited as well because Her orgasm came quickly. The handcuffs were then removed and I was sent away to shower while She returned to continue a night's sleep. Now I sit here exhausted and chaste to blog about how much I enjoyed the experience as I find myself further in love and devoted to my Mistress Wife.
Wednesday, December 29, 2010
Happy to finish work in 2010
Today I worked my last day in 2010 and thus put another year behind me.
I woke up multiple times this morning with nocturnal hard-ons. Once around 5am and again just before 6am. My Mistress allowed me to pleasure Her the first time by licking and sucking on Her pussy but I was denied the second go-round. I may have annoyed Her with my begging but I really needed some type of relief. Instead, She sent me away and went back to sleep.
I spent this last day at work dressed with a bra and some really tight body-shaper underwear. This held the CB tight to my pelvis which never fails to heighten my libido. As soon I got home I asked to pleasure Her but She was not in the mood. I hope to get some type of relief soon. Maybe She will have pity on me and require me to serve thus earning some much needed 'quality time'.
I woke up multiple times this morning with nocturnal hard-ons. Once around 5am and again just before 6am. My Mistress allowed me to pleasure Her the first time by licking and sucking on Her pussy but I was denied the second go-round. I may have annoyed Her with my begging but I really needed some type of relief. Instead, She sent me away and went back to sleep.
I spent this last day at work dressed with a bra and some really tight body-shaper underwear. This held the CB tight to my pelvis which never fails to heighten my libido. As soon I got home I asked to pleasure Her but She was not in the mood. I hope to get some type of relief soon. Maybe She will have pity on me and require me to serve thus earning some much needed 'quality time'.
Monday, December 27, 2010
Happy to let Her choose
Yesterday my in-laws arrived to celebrate Christmas in our home. We look forward to this yearly gathering and have a good time enjoying the extended family. However, this year had an added twist for me as my Mistress choose to dress me in panties, bra and chastity for the day. I was able to conceal the bra visually with a bulky sweater. Regardless, when I was greeted with hugs from the female members there was certainly a risk of being discovered. I don't believe my niece noticed but my sister in law certainly had her hands directly on the bra straps behind my back. If she had noticed, she didn't make it obvious.
This evening, my Mistress again instructed me to get locked in the CB, put on tight panties and bra before She drove us to go shopping. Soon after we arrived She announced that we were there to shop in the women's department for an outfit for me consisting of either a dress or a skirt and top. After trying on over a dozen combinations together in the dressing, we ended up buying a black pencil skirt and a dark blue button up shirt. The shirt is a see-through fabric that failed to conceal my bright pink bra. We then returned home where I dressed and modeled my new attire, including pantyhose and heels. I am assuming that I may be required to wear it again sometime. For now, it waits in my closet.
My Mistress is really starting to enjoy the power She has over me and I have to admit, I'm happy to let Her have it.
It appears that this year's New Year's resolutions might be more interesting than in years past.
This evening, my Mistress again instructed me to get locked in the CB, put on tight panties and bra before She drove us to go shopping. Soon after we arrived She announced that we were there to shop in the women's department for an outfit for me consisting of either a dress or a skirt and top. After trying on over a dozen combinations together in the dressing, we ended up buying a black pencil skirt and a dark blue button up shirt. The shirt is a see-through fabric that failed to conceal my bright pink bra. We then returned home where I dressed and modeled my new attire, including pantyhose and heels. I am assuming that I may be required to wear it again sometime. For now, it waits in my closet.
My Mistress is really starting to enjoy the power She has over me and I have to admit, I'm happy to let Her have it.
It appears that this year's New Year's resolutions might be more interesting than in years past.
Friday, December 24, 2010
Happy to hear from Fem/Doms
I need help from Fem/Dom Mistresses... Are you polite when you want your submissive to serve? My Mistress uses 'Please' and 'Thank You' more often than I think she should. Her phrasing is more like a request than a demand. She will say 'will you' versus 'you will'. I know she wants me to serve but when she offers me options, I feel inclined to 'opt out'. Any comments appreciated and thanks in advance.
Thursday, December 23, 2010
Happy with the current routine
All things considered, my routine has changed very little in the past month or so. There has been a few spontaneous tasks assigned to me but certainly haven't become part of my regular schedule. I continue to spend weekdays at my full-time career while leaving my evenings and weekends to playing video games or watching TV. So far, I have not be assigned any additional duties even though there has been a few mentioned. For certain, no official announcements have been made or presented.
My wife has expressed an interest in having me serve her but hasn't been able to let go of her own will to serve. She has difficulties letting others serve her. Not even her own daughters had been delegated responsibilities as they grew up. She regularly contributes and toils at school and church sponsored events. At holiday and family gatherings she is found in the kitchen regardless of where the event takes place. It appears that she would rather take credit for a job well done rather than relaxing and allowing others to complete the task on their own. For her to be a pampered Mistress, she will need to turn off the vacuum, get out of the kitchen, put on her heels and carry a whip.
I made a list of what a being a submissive male means to me:
My wife has expressed an interest in having me serve her but hasn't been able to let go of her own will to serve. She has difficulties letting others serve her. Not even her own daughters had been delegated responsibilities as they grew up. She regularly contributes and toils at school and church sponsored events. At holiday and family gatherings she is found in the kitchen regardless of where the event takes place. It appears that she would rather take credit for a job well done rather than relaxing and allowing others to complete the task on their own. For her to be a pampered Mistress, she will need to turn off the vacuum, get out of the kitchen, put on her heels and carry a whip.
I made a list of what a being a submissive male means to me:
- he pleases and pleasures his Mistress
- his Mistress’s decisions are final
- he is never given unearned choices, options or decisions
- The CB is her device, he wears it when She requires it
- he follows Her simple and concise commands
- his attire and appearance must please Her
- She humiliates him privately and publicly
- She unconditionally owns his body
- All his requests are considered begging
- She controls his discomfort and earned pleasure
Wednesday, December 22, 2010
Happy to get you caught up
October 29th, 2010... It was a Friday, the mailman delivered it and I brought it into the house. It was a CB-6000 that She had ordered online and it had arrived. I will remember this day FOREVER.
This device's arrival is the most relationship changing event following the day of our wedding and the birth of our first child. The CB has been nothing short of erotic, sadistic and relentless ever since it was installed on my cock and balls.
I'm going to describe the CB in two lists... What it does and what is does not.
Does:
Does not:
It's been almost two months now since the CB arrived. Since then, it has been installed all but a few days and I don't see any reason this schedule will change.
Guys, regarding a chastity device... Be careful what you ask for or are willing to accept. Your Mistress will love what it does to the both of you and likely not let you out of it.
October 31st, Halloween... Having purchased a used wedding dress at the local thrift store, the price was right and my costume fit our new lifestyle. I made my own veil and acquired white accessories that included panties, a bra, thigh-high hose, heeled slippers and even a garter. It felt wonderful to wear the dress in private and I hope to do so again someday, even if the experience extends beyond our bedroom.
November 1st... This was the first day at work while wearing the CB and I was definitely distracted from performing my employed responsibilities. More often than not I was subjected to an erection created by the unyielding pressure. The relentless texting and messaging with my Mistress throughout the day documented and heightened the experience. By mid-afternoon the day seemed it would never end and we both felt like a couple of horny 20 somethings again. My Mistress and I both felt delighted with the launch of our D/s lifestyle.
December 8th... I took the day off from work and slept in until around 9am. Upon exiting my morning shower, my Mistress presented me with a bright red pair of panties to wear. She also gave me a small card with instructions to leave the house at 11:30 to pick up a purchase at the lingerie shop in the local mall. I was to address the store clerk, give them my name and tell them my Mistress has sent me. At that point I was handed a gift bag with a small envelope attached. In the envelope was instructions to take the bag to the dressing room and put on the contents. The bag contained a bra and hose to match my red panties which I put on before returning to the store. The clerk greeted me and obviously knew of my new attire as she gazed at my chest. Next I was sent across town to pick up a bottle of champagne and a new set of instructions. I soon found myself telling the clerk at an adult toy store that my Mistress had sent me. At that point I was handed another gift bag that contained a set of handcuffs and instructions. These told me to find a book on hold at the library and to read a selected chapter. I read about a man who was blind folded, tied up and whipped before multiple men fucked his ass while he sucked on many cocks. I left the library to meet my Mistress at a restaurant where we ate a nice lunch and giggled about my recent adventure.
This device's arrival is the most relationship changing event following the day of our wedding and the birth of our first child. The CB has been nothing short of erotic, sadistic and relentless ever since it was installed on my cock and balls.
I'm going to describe the CB in two lists... What it does and what is does not.
Does:
- Takes a few weeks to get used to wearing
- Gives sexual control of the wearer to the key-holder
- Elevates libido levels in the wearer and key-holder
Does not:
- Prevent erections (quite the opposite)
- Allow for masturbation
- Turn off or reduce it's impact
It's been almost two months now since the CB arrived. Since then, it has been installed all but a few days and I don't see any reason this schedule will change.
Guys, regarding a chastity device... Be careful what you ask for or are willing to accept. Your Mistress will love what it does to the both of you and likely not let you out of it.
October 31st, Halloween... Having purchased a used wedding dress at the local thrift store, the price was right and my costume fit our new lifestyle. I made my own veil and acquired white accessories that included panties, a bra, thigh-high hose, heeled slippers and even a garter. It felt wonderful to wear the dress in private and I hope to do so again someday, even if the experience extends beyond our bedroom.
November 1st... This was the first day at work while wearing the CB and I was definitely distracted from performing my employed responsibilities. More often than not I was subjected to an erection created by the unyielding pressure. The relentless texting and messaging with my Mistress throughout the day documented and heightened the experience. By mid-afternoon the day seemed it would never end and we both felt like a couple of horny 20 somethings again. My Mistress and I both felt delighted with the launch of our D/s lifestyle.
December 8th... I took the day off from work and slept in until around 9am. Upon exiting my morning shower, my Mistress presented me with a bright red pair of panties to wear. She also gave me a small card with instructions to leave the house at 11:30 to pick up a purchase at the lingerie shop in the local mall. I was to address the store clerk, give them my name and tell them my Mistress has sent me. At that point I was handed a gift bag with a small envelope attached. In the envelope was instructions to take the bag to the dressing room and put on the contents. The bag contained a bra and hose to match my red panties which I put on before returning to the store. The clerk greeted me and obviously knew of my new attire as she gazed at my chest. Next I was sent across town to pick up a bottle of champagne and a new set of instructions. I soon found myself telling the clerk at an adult toy store that my Mistress had sent me. At that point I was handed another gift bag that contained a set of handcuffs and instructions. These told me to find a book on hold at the library and to read a selected chapter. I read about a man who was blind folded, tied up and whipped before multiple men fucked his ass while he sucked on many cocks. I left the library to meet my Mistress at a restaurant where we ate a nice lunch and giggled about my recent adventure.
Happy to introduce myself
Hello... I am a happily married middle aged male who is also happily owned. For those of you unfamiliar to the concept or insight of being a submissive, I hope you find the time to appreciate the ability to either be or own one.
I am new to this lifestyle myself and I am certainly in training. My wife and I have been formulating and formalizing our D/s roles for just a few months now. I must say, it hasn't been as easy as I expected it to be. We lead busy lives with two daughters, my full-time career and her devotion to school and church activities. Even so, it has been fun so far and quite entertaining. Neither one of us has expressed a desire to return to a vanilla relationship.
To me, my wife, A, has always been my Mistress. Of course, it was a lot easier to treat her as a queen when we were dating. We had no ill feelings and no regrets. Everything was new and responsibilities were few. Never the less, our lives grew quickly beyond our devotion and attraction to each other. We married, created a family, developed careers and interests, paid a mortgage and middle class taxes.
This year, our oldest child is in college and if all goes to plan, her younger sister will soon be as well. Hopefully, our daughters will continue to be happy and healthy members of their own expanding communities. Doing so, will certainly go far in returning privacy and personal time to my wife and I, at least until the grandchildren arrive.
I am new to this lifestyle myself and I am certainly in training. My wife and I have been formulating and formalizing our D/s roles for just a few months now. I must say, it hasn't been as easy as I expected it to be. We lead busy lives with two daughters, my full-time career and her devotion to school and church activities. Even so, it has been fun so far and quite entertaining. Neither one of us has expressed a desire to return to a vanilla relationship.
To me, my wife, A, has always been my Mistress. Of course, it was a lot easier to treat her as a queen when we were dating. We had no ill feelings and no regrets. Everything was new and responsibilities were few. Never the less, our lives grew quickly beyond our devotion and attraction to each other. We married, created a family, developed careers and interests, paid a mortgage and middle class taxes.
This year, our oldest child is in college and if all goes to plan, her younger sister will soon be as well. Hopefully, our daughters will continue to be happy and healthy members of their own expanding communities. Doing so, will certainly go far in returning privacy and personal time to my wife and I, at least until the grandchildren arrive.
Happy to get started
Well now, here I am, posting to my own blog. As I ponder on what I will post today, I wonder who may eventually find and decide to read what I write. I suppose it's a 'Build It and They Will Come' situation. For sure, if I don't write it then it can't be read.
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