Happy to be woke up

My Mistress Wife likes to play in the middle of the night. Last night was a perfect example of this when She woke me around three o'clock. She immediately ordered me to retrieve our snake bite suction cups. I fulfilled Her request and returned to Her side knowing that She would apply them to my nipples.

For those of you unfamiliar with how these suction cups work I will try to explain them. They are rubber, shaped like a small cup with about a 3/4 inch opening and about an inch deep. To install them you simply squeeze to collapse, place the opening on the spot to be sucked and release. Her favorite spot to attach these suckers is on each of my nipples. Within seconds after they are attached to my chest, my cock will respond into a full fledged hard-on.

If you have been following my blog you may know that I am a 24/7 chastity device wearer. I wear a popular CB-6000 that, like many devices, installs over the penis and held in place with a ring around the balls. From my research, it is my understanding that it is one of the more comfortable devices to wear. This may be true but when you get a hard-on while wearing one of these it becomes a sadistic torturous cage. The base of your cock expands and the entire cage including your balls is pushed from your pelvis as far as your anatomy will allow. You will find out real quickly that you will want to be shaved and lubricated when this occurs.

So there I was, wiggling around on the bed, dressed in a soft nightgown, nipples sucked and cock tortured contained in the CB. My Mistress had me exactly where She likes me. I admit, I like it too. She laid on Her chest while I massaged Her back, butt, legs and feet. Then She rolled onto Her back when I licked, sucked and fingered Her to orgasm.

We are on day five of a five week orgasm denial schedule so the CB was not to be removed. I begged for release anyway knowing that I would be denied. Instead I was ordered to retrieve and install Her newest strap-on harness and over sized dildo. After that She fucked my ass hard while I laid on my back, face down on the bed and watched from below as I sat from above.

I had been milked and my nightgown was soiled. After I cleaned myself and our toys, we both went to sleep.



I overslept this morning and my Wife was already in the process of making the lunches when I asked to be unlocked for my shower. She wears the key to the CB on Her neck which She used to open the small metal lock before I headed for the bathroom shower. To keep the metal lock from rusting, I replaced it with a temporary plastic variety. The plastic version however is not a lock. It's purpose is to keep the CB assembled during cleaning.

My Wife was in the bathroom preparing to leave for school carpool when I exited the shower. I toweled and put on my rob as She headed out of the door. Now, if you have been keeping up with the scene, you might also recognize that I am at this point able to make my own choice regarding my chastity. She left me alone in the house, UNLOCKED !!!!


Come back again as I will post the outcome. To make things more interesting, leave a comment to explain what you would have done. We might even get lucky and have a Mistress explain our punishment or reward.

Happy New Year

Well now, 2011 is here and promises to be my first full year as a submissive male in a female lead marriage.

Last night at midnight, I wasn't watching the ball fall in New York or raising a glass of champagne with a group of friends. No, not at all. Instead, I was tied spread eagle on Her bed dressed in woman's undergarments with my Mistress's mouth around my loose, hard penis.

The evening evolved from having our children and a few of their friends here to having the house to ourselves.This presented the perfect opportunity for me to fondly serve my Wife. I set a chair and a stool in our bathroom, plugged in a hot wax machine and gave her a pedicure and manicure while she read a book on the new e-Reader I gave her for Christmas. I'm pretty sure she enjoyed the event as well.

Just after midnight my Mistress set a few new ground rules of our relationship. First and foremost we will be focused on my respect training with new punishments. For example, until now wearing a bra has been used to 'keep me focused' but now that I prefer to wear one, as a punishment I will be denied wearing one instead. We also will be implementing a 'Naughty Spot' much like linewriter has been using although we have discussed using a step stool in our closet instead of a spot of carpet.

I have been issued additional changes for 2011. A couple of these are centered around her peace and comfort. Now that we have established a submissive attire and the ability to be locked in chastity 24/7, I will no longer be 'bothering' her for inspections or instructions. I will instead wear the CB, a clean bra, panties and camisole every day.

Late last night I also was told that I will not be having an orgasm until around Valentine's Day. I also will be routinely bound to the bed while I sleep. Of all the resolutions discussed these two are probably going to have the most impact on me. Not since puberty have I been denied orgasm relief and being tied to the bed will make the nocturnal erections a sadistic event. I suppose both of these changes are intended to reduce my interruptions and allow her to sleep through the night. If this is true, I'm betting I will soon be both bound and gagged because of the likelihood of incessant begging.

Happy to finish work in 2010

Today I worked my last day in 2010 and thus put another year behind me.


I woke up multiple times this morning with nocturnal hard-ons. Once around 5am and again just before 6am. My Mistress allowed me to pleasure Her the first time by licking and sucking on Her pussy but I was denied the second go-round. I may have annoyed Her with my begging but I really needed some type of relief. Instead, She sent me away and went back to sleep.


I spent this last day at work dressed with a bra and some really tight body-shaper underwear. This held the CB tight to my pelvis which never fails to heighten my libido. As soon I got home I asked to pleasure Her but She was not in the mood. I hope to get some type of relief soon. Maybe She will have pity on me and require me to serve thus earning some much needed 'quality time'.