Happy and Pink

It's been over a month since Mistress has started each day spanking me. She enjoys sending me off to work with a submissive mindset. Sometimes Mistress uses her bare hand, sometimes a paddle. Last month she used a wooden ladle from the kitchen but I haven't seen it since then. Most often, I am placed over her lap, otherwise I submit on my hands and knees with my nose to the floor.

This image posted here is the result of yesterday's session. With pantyhose pulled down around my thighs, she reddened my backside. Afterwards she inserted a tampon in me and told me to get dressed and go to work. I pulled the pantyhose back up, dressed, kissed her goodbye and left for my office.

Do you have a morning ritual event? Any rituals at all? Something you regularly look forward to?

Happy week in review

Here's a list of the D/s events that happened to me this week:

• Strap-on sex
• Horsewhipped
• Golden showers
• Gagged
• 24/7 Chastity
• Cunt worship
• Pet caged
• Tampon wear
• Blindfolded
• Spanked
• Foot worship
• Handcuffed
• Paddled
• Sucked dildo
• Butt plugged
• Feminized
• Ate, doggy style
• Gave massage
• Swallowed cum
• Gave pedicure
• Asshole worship
• Nipple torture
• Ass fisted
• Electro-sex
• Ate creampie

I thoroughly enjoyed Her attention and dedication to dominating me this week. Comparably, my occasional pleasing and pleasuring of Mistress was overshadowed by Her desire to regularly abuse me.

What a week !!!

Happy bride

My wife, the groom, and I have renewed our FLR vows. We both agreed to a prenuptial that consists of a one week a month D/s schedule. Today is day 4 of our return to FLR week for this month.

Even though I wasn't actually a virgin, I wore white.

We consummated our marriage with Her, again my Mistress, giving me a thorough thrashing with Her horsewhip. There is somewhat of a dispute regarding how many of my bruises were caused by Her release on my backside. Her position on the matter is that some of them were caused by the yard work that I performed last weekend. Regardless, She certainly left Her mark on me.

For the most part, our return to FLR has gone quite favorably for the both of us. I have been focused on letting Her control our D/s events and She has been much more aggressive at doing so.

We seem to be going through a reversal of wills whereas I have resolved myself to the understanding that we will return to vanilla after week's end. She on the other hand has taken a stance that we will not be returning to vanilla sex and refrain from doing so until we again return to a FLR.

I have more blogging to do once I get my thoughts organized enough to do so. But for now, as you can see, we are back and I must say, better than ever!

Thanks for the heartfelt thoughts and concerns on both of our blogs. The support is greatly appreciated !!!

Happy to ride

Last week Mistress sent me a message containing a link to a device for sale on eBay. It was called a 'bondage horse'. She wanted one and suggested that I make Her one as a present for Valentines Day. Now let me make myself candidly clear, I would have made it for Her regardless of reason. This device directly targets the needs of a submissive and provides complete control to the Dominant.


Ours stands just over two feet high and over three feet long. The padding on top is thick , comfortable and cleanable. The hold-downs are very strong and abundant. Its structure is 2x4s and attachments rated at 300lbs. Areas of contact are covered with Naugahyde vinyl and collaspes within a few seconds. The legs are paired and connected with the use of saw-horse hinges.

Don't you think it came together well? Do you want one? It can be made in any combination of length and height. A variety of colors are also available. Are you needy enough to acquire one of you own? Are you a handyman? If not, let's talk.

Happy and pink

My Mistress has decided to step it up a notch. As you can see She has determined that my backside was in need of a beating. Other than wanting to be dominated and humiliated by Her, I don't think I did anything to promote or deserve this attention. However, I am absolutely sure that She enjoyed doing this almost as much as I enjoyed Her attention. 

Happy planet - not lately

Some days the planet seems to be off it's axis. It still spins but it wobbles and jerks.

Something I said last night tilted my world. Most disturbing is that I didn't even know it at the time. To me, my words seemed simple and innocent. But to my Mistress Wife, the phrase "Don't worry about it" was received as an attack on Her judgement. OK, I do admit it and hindsight being 20/20, I failed and should have known better. Ironically, the phrase was a response given regarding the content of this blog. I should be punished and taught some manners.

In my defense... Ya, I know, this part doesn't matter so I'll try to keep it brief. So far, my week has not been stress free. For some reason going back to work has been hard this year. To make matters worse, my co-workers bailed leaving me to cover. Although it is almost done, packing up and storing away the holiday decorations is never a 'happy time'.

Past experience has shown that over time this planet with stabilize and recover. I only wish it would do so sooner. Why can't I simply be punished, taught the lesson and then pardoned? This is how She raised Her children. Am I too old to be scolded, spanked and put in time-out? Does it makes sense to use 'cold-shoulder' and abstinence techniques to promote punishment as done in a vanilla relationship? There must be a way to take advantage of these Dominate/submissive roles. Most importantly by getting the point across, releasing aggressions, learning the lesson and moving on to enjoy life.

On a positive note... I have been doing well on my resolutions. I'm not 100% and I knew up front that the 'Strength and Endurance' resolution would be the hardest to obtain but the other promises have been upheld. I'm happy to say that I'm not craving cigarettes, I'm horny as ever, my cock is in lock-down and She owns my body.