I can't say that I was surprised to find my shampoo and deodorant replaced with femme products this morning. Mistress had alluded to replacing my deodorant just last weekend. Piece by piece, bit by bit, I am looking and now smelling more and more feminine.
Last week, we had an interesting and exciting talk about my feminine tendencies. Where I am quite comfortable with being male, my submissive tendencies are slanting me towards losing male habits and converting to a kinder, gentler person. The external changes, pierced ears, painted toenails, shaved body and now smell have gone far to whittle down my male ego. Lately I have caught myself from saying negative comments and certainly have learned to notice reaction to letting one slip out. As my male ego depletes, Mistress's power and control over me is gaining momentum as well
My female name is 'Kim'. Mistress and I often refer to Kim in the third person. Kim is a slut for makeup, for wigs, for shoes, for clothes and most of all... for sex. Kim is a whore and loves to be abused by Mistress.
So far I am not quite comfortable with calling myself a 'crossdresser' but if a spade is a spade, then I must be a crossdresser. I love to wear brighter, softer and tighter apparel. Mistress and I have been discussing my desires and she seems interested on expanding my femme side to the public. Recently, Mistress mentioned taking a week vacation with Kim, The feelings of joy, excitement and fear combine when I think of the possibilities of being Kim, even if just for a week. Most of all, I relish the enthusiastic tact that Mistress has taking regarding my 'fetish'.
, Submissive Male, aka Kim
