Well now, 2011 is here and promises to be my first full year as a submissive male in a female lead marriage.
Last night at midnight, I wasn't watching the ball fall in New York or raising a glass of champagne with a group of friends. No, not at all. Instead, I was tied spread eagle on Her bed dressed in woman's undergarments with my Mistress's mouth around my loose, hard penis.
The evening evolved from having our children and a few of their friends here to having the house to ourselves.This presented the perfect opportunity for me to fondly serve my Wife. I set a chair and a stool in our bathroom, plugged in a hot wax machine and gave her a pedicure and manicure while she read a book on the new e-Reader I gave her for Christmas. I'm pretty sure she enjoyed the event as well.
Just after midnight my Mistress set a few new ground rules of our relationship. First and foremost we will be focused on my respect training with new punishments. For example, until now wearing a bra has been used to 'keep me focused' but now that I prefer to wear one, as a punishment I will be denied wearing one instead. We also will be implementing a 'Naughty Spot' much like linewriter has been using although we have discussed using a step stool in our closet instead of a spot of carpet.
I have been issued additional changes for 2011. A couple of these are centered around her peace and comfort. Now that we have established a submissive attire and the ability to be locked in chastity 24/7, I will no longer be 'bothering' her for inspections or instructions. I will instead wear the CB, a clean bra, panties and camisole every day.
Late last night I also was told that I will not be having an orgasm until around Valentine's Day. I also will be routinely bound to the bed while I sleep. Of all the resolutions discussed these two are probably going to have the most impact on me. Not since puberty have I been denied orgasm relief and being tied to the bed will make the nocturnal erections a sadistic event. I suppose both of these changes are intended to reduce my interruptions and allow her to sleep through the night. If this is true, I'm betting I will soon be both bound and gagged because of the likelihood of incessant begging.
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Saturday, January 1, 2011
Wednesday, December 29, 2010
Happy to finish work in 2010
Today I worked my last day in 2010 and thus put another year behind me.
I woke up multiple times this morning with nocturnal hard-ons. Once around 5am and again just before 6am. My Mistress allowed me to pleasure Her the first time by licking and sucking on Her pussy but I was denied the second go-round. I may have annoyed Her with my begging but I really needed some type of relief. Instead, She sent me away and went back to sleep.
I spent this last day at work dressed with a bra and some really tight body-shaper underwear. This held the CB tight to my pelvis which never fails to heighten my libido. As soon I got home I asked to pleasure Her but She was not in the mood. I hope to get some type of relief soon. Maybe She will have pity on me and require me to serve thus earning some much needed 'quality time'.
I woke up multiple times this morning with nocturnal hard-ons. Once around 5am and again just before 6am. My Mistress allowed me to pleasure Her the first time by licking and sucking on Her pussy but I was denied the second go-round. I may have annoyed Her with my begging but I really needed some type of relief. Instead, She sent me away and went back to sleep.
I spent this last day at work dressed with a bra and some really tight body-shaper underwear. This held the CB tight to my pelvis which never fails to heighten my libido. As soon I got home I asked to pleasure Her but She was not in the mood. I hope to get some type of relief soon. Maybe She will have pity on me and require me to serve thus earning some much needed 'quality time'.
Wednesday, December 22, 2010
Happy to get you caught up
October 29th, 2010... It was a Friday, the mailman delivered it and I brought it into the house. It was a CB-6000 that She had ordered online and it had arrived. I will remember this day FOREVER.
This device's arrival is the most relationship changing event following the day of our wedding and the birth of our first child. The CB has been nothing short of erotic, sadistic and relentless ever since it was installed on my cock and balls.
I'm going to describe the CB in two lists... What it does and what is does not.
Does:
Does not:
It's been almost two months now since the CB arrived. Since then, it has been installed all but a few days and I don't see any reason this schedule will change.
Guys, regarding a chastity device... Be careful what you ask for or are willing to accept. Your Mistress will love what it does to the both of you and likely not let you out of it.
October 31st, Halloween... Having purchased a used wedding dress at the local thrift store, the price was right and my costume fit our new lifestyle. I made my own veil and acquired white accessories that included panties, a bra, thigh-high hose, heeled slippers and even a garter. It felt wonderful to wear the dress in private and I hope to do so again someday, even if the experience extends beyond our bedroom.
November 1st... This was the first day at work while wearing the CB and I was definitely distracted from performing my employed responsibilities. More often than not I was subjected to an erection created by the unyielding pressure. The relentless texting and messaging with my Mistress throughout the day documented and heightened the experience. By mid-afternoon the day seemed it would never end and we both felt like a couple of horny 20 somethings again. My Mistress and I both felt delighted with the launch of our D/s lifestyle.
December 8th... I took the day off from work and slept in until around 9am. Upon exiting my morning shower, my Mistress presented me with a bright red pair of panties to wear. She also gave me a small card with instructions to leave the house at 11:30 to pick up a purchase at the lingerie shop in the local mall. I was to address the store clerk, give them my name and tell them my Mistress has sent me. At that point I was handed a gift bag with a small envelope attached. In the envelope was instructions to take the bag to the dressing room and put on the contents. The bag contained a bra and hose to match my red panties which I put on before returning to the store. The clerk greeted me and obviously knew of my new attire as she gazed at my chest. Next I was sent across town to pick up a bottle of champagne and a new set of instructions. I soon found myself telling the clerk at an adult toy store that my Mistress had sent me. At that point I was handed another gift bag that contained a set of handcuffs and instructions. These told me to find a book on hold at the library and to read a selected chapter. I read about a man who was blind folded, tied up and whipped before multiple men fucked his ass while he sucked on many cocks. I left the library to meet my Mistress at a restaurant where we ate a nice lunch and giggled about my recent adventure.
This device's arrival is the most relationship changing event following the day of our wedding and the birth of our first child. The CB has been nothing short of erotic, sadistic and relentless ever since it was installed on my cock and balls.
I'm going to describe the CB in two lists... What it does and what is does not.
Does:
- Takes a few weeks to get used to wearing
- Gives sexual control of the wearer to the key-holder
- Elevates libido levels in the wearer and key-holder
Does not:
- Prevent erections (quite the opposite)
- Allow for masturbation
- Turn off or reduce it's impact
It's been almost two months now since the CB arrived. Since then, it has been installed all but a few days and I don't see any reason this schedule will change.
Guys, regarding a chastity device... Be careful what you ask for or are willing to accept. Your Mistress will love what it does to the both of you and likely not let you out of it.
October 31st, Halloween... Having purchased a used wedding dress at the local thrift store, the price was right and my costume fit our new lifestyle. I made my own veil and acquired white accessories that included panties, a bra, thigh-high hose, heeled slippers and even a garter. It felt wonderful to wear the dress in private and I hope to do so again someday, even if the experience extends beyond our bedroom.
November 1st... This was the first day at work while wearing the CB and I was definitely distracted from performing my employed responsibilities. More often than not I was subjected to an erection created by the unyielding pressure. The relentless texting and messaging with my Mistress throughout the day documented and heightened the experience. By mid-afternoon the day seemed it would never end and we both felt like a couple of horny 20 somethings again. My Mistress and I both felt delighted with the launch of our D/s lifestyle.
December 8th... I took the day off from work and slept in until around 9am. Upon exiting my morning shower, my Mistress presented me with a bright red pair of panties to wear. She also gave me a small card with instructions to leave the house at 11:30 to pick up a purchase at the lingerie shop in the local mall. I was to address the store clerk, give them my name and tell them my Mistress has sent me. At that point I was handed a gift bag with a small envelope attached. In the envelope was instructions to take the bag to the dressing room and put on the contents. The bag contained a bra and hose to match my red panties which I put on before returning to the store. The clerk greeted me and obviously knew of my new attire as she gazed at my chest. Next I was sent across town to pick up a bottle of champagne and a new set of instructions. I soon found myself telling the clerk at an adult toy store that my Mistress had sent me. At that point I was handed another gift bag that contained a set of handcuffs and instructions. These told me to find a book on hold at the library and to read a selected chapter. I read about a man who was blind folded, tied up and whipped before multiple men fucked his ass while he sucked on many cocks. I left the library to meet my Mistress at a restaurant where we ate a nice lunch and giggled about my recent adventure.
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